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Solid loving family
But your life still felt empty
Disillusioned by endless screens
Forgot about your fellow man
“Nothing has any meaning"
Through a zipper tight grin
“except the value we attribute"
The truth was right in front of you
But you turned away
You didn't build the world you need
You built the world that truth demands
Don't you see the path ahead
Let me paint you a gray picture
Life of destruction and selfish devotion
You read the manual wrong
Held it upside down
Put the gears on backwards
“Everything has meaning because we create it”
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I'll spend every day left hiding from you
Until I'm old and gray and crawl into my grave
And I'm sure that this will never change
We've grown too old and I can't feel your pain
Doesn't mean that I never cared
Doesn't mean that I don't think of you
And I'm sure this is the price I pay
Missing funerals, regret, and shame
Doesn't mean that I wanted to pay
Doesn't mean that I don't want to change
Shut the blinds outside, lock the door inside, ignore all of the signs, this is everything I want
(Sit with a mouth sewn shut
Head buried in the sand
Freeze when the time comes
Another day you'll stand)
I'll be dead soon anyways, floating in an unkempt grave
Don't bother bringing flowers, I'd have done the same for you
So sorry I left you in the rain
I'd never want to get in the way
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Sometimes I don't want my heart to break
Added bonus if my bones don't ache
Long ago I waded the river
Thought I left you drowning within her
But that's not what I think
When I think of you
I think about the relief
Ignore the mountains of grief
And sometimes I wish
You were in my veins
Only dead men stay
(Sleep for a while
Don't go astray
Take in the sights and sounds
Only good men stay
And if your waiting
For the perfect day
Every moments best
As you'll soon say)
Suddenly I feel my spine shiver
Feel the ghosts scratch at my liver
But that's not what I think
When I think of you
I think of times I survived
And of feelings you brought alive
And sometimes i wish
You were in my veins
Only the dead can say
Was it worth it all
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Blind opinion shouted 3000 miles through rusted spiderweb telephone wire
No sense of your true lot in life or its effects on others
Try to do what's right by staying centered
Shoot us in the foot
Ill watch the line open underneath you
Suffocate as your throat bleeds
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Aesthetic Distance
02:06
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Tried to save me
But I've come here for you
Ten thousand hours threading the needle
Never even knew
That life would not
Wait and simmer
Salt the water
Boil the wound
Forget the future
Nothing is new
Salt the water
Remove the wound
It's okay, you'll let go of it
Don't forget this is what's best for you
Empty room, and a lone pulpit
Nevermind the absent crowd it's the best we could do
It's too late (you'll let go of it)
Nevermind the absent crowd there's nothing you can do
If you took the time to reflect for a minute
You'd see why this is what you had to do
Salt the water, stir the pot, and boil the wound
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Dead Soundboy
01:24
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The flowers wilt lonesome on your grave
The year burns brighter and slips away
The memories get distorted and fade
The feeling settles far away
“I just wish he'd stayed hanging out with you.”
31 years and an empty wallet
Holes in the corners of all your pockets
Flip from shame to pride and joy
Rotten liver, swiss cheese arms
Suddenly the expected happened
Smug smiles on empty faces
They didn't know you and didn't care
All they saw was a life gone nowhere
And I'm wishing you could hear me
Keep the light on all of my memories
Many doubt but I truly know
A life lost is not a life wasted
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Euclid C Finder Baltimore, Maryland
Math/grind/core trio from Baltimore, Maryland. Former members of Kiss The Sky Goodbye, Neck First, and Egarra.
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